WELCOME TO REALITY AYAN

Did it ever occur to your mind that Pretending to LIKE someone (especially your damn boss) is not EASY?!

Nak ng kamote naman oh! haaay...

Ang hirap kasi ng ganito eh... grrrr!!!! (Imagined how pissed I am right now) at katabi ko pa siya sa work station.. come on!

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Last Sunday, I watched Living Asia Channel featuring Philippines... I am so damn proud of my country when it comes to natural resources. Imagine, we are on the 4th slot for the most endemic species in Asia. Endemic species means that the species found here in the Philippines are quite rare... Hmmm.. sounds interesting! Moving on...

I was blown when the video showcases the abundance of our natural resources. Damn it was beautiful! Very scenic I might say.

The video started from a narration of our beautiful resources: Flora species, insect species, Kingdom animalia species, etc.
(Photo was taken from Oriental Mindoro source: Lakbaypilipinas.com)

It was actually breath taking experience, eventhough I never had a chance to go to the places here in the Philippines. I was struck because I am becoming a foreigner to my own country. Too bad.

Another realization that hit me is that HOW STUPID ARE WE, FILIPINOS OF NOT REALIZING HOW ABUNDANT OUR NATURE IS? I mean, come on, wala pa rin tayong disiplina sa sarili na magtapon ng basura... haay... nasisira si Mother Nature. (okay ayaw ko maglitanya ng mga ganyang salita, sorry..)

I want to acknowledge the production team of Living Asia for doing a marvelous production. Very sensible and affecting. (applause!!!!)

I came to a point that I told myself that THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO for the rest of my life.
TO TRAVEL. TO PRODUCE DOCUMENTARIES. AND TO AFFECT PEOPLE'S LIVES.

shetness! sana lang tlga...


source: mindorenyo.com

FIRST ENTRY (Trip back to memory lane)

AFTER THREE YEARS

THREE YEARS AGO

Wow!!! Finally, my first entry to my blog. Hmmm... I am having random thoughts right now, I don't know where to start... *taking a deep breath*

Okay, I got it now, to start my story, I have to review my life 3-4 years ago. Where was I three years ago??? Heck! take a trip back to memory lane...


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Flashback:
During those years, I was in deep pain, troubled and confused. Thank heavens, I recovered from that experience. Don't get me wrong, it was a bad experience but heck! How will you know your mistakes if you're not doing it the wrong way right?

2007 was a pick-up year for me, in my case I call it as a recovery year. From 2003-2006 everything was a mess! That includes my family, my so called friends, my love life (that time, My Men is not in the picture yet), studies... everything! every aspect was disastrous! But thank heavens, I am blessed with a strong personality that it doesn't show in my outer persona.

Moving on, 2007 was a year of healing, learning and forgiving... Internally speaking, I RECOVERED! so now that it's 2008... I hope and I pray that the healing process will continue, so that at the end of the day I can say to myself that... I AM GREAT!

I am looking for another year of fun, exciting and a lot thrilling experience from this year. That means, more gala, more pasaway, more kulet, more thinking, more learning experiences!

This is not my last entry, don't get me wrong, I am just reviewing myself... P.S: yung blog ko dati sa friendster, I apologized for the grammar, bangenge kasi ako nung mga oras at panahon na yan. hehehe!